Too many things to think about

I find myself worrying a lot these days.. been getting less sleep at night because of it. And just before I doze off, I'd feel strong kicks :) They say it's normal at this stage of pregnancy, as it somewhat prepares mom-to-be's for those sleepless nights.

Oh boy.

Back to the topic, I do worry about my emotional well being once I start living in Keramat (even for short while), my husband's eating schedule and habit, his laundry schedule.. and most importantly, taking care of the precious one.

I actually think it's so unlike me, because appearance wise, I do not have the put-together look nor do I behave lady like. So all this planning and thinking somehow feels foreign to my system, yet completely natural. Above all, I enjoy making mental check lists of all the things to buy/bring/wash for this upcoming adventure.

Yesterday morning on our way to work, husband and I discussed briefly on this topic.. which brought a huge smile to my face. I don't know how other couples do it (and I believe it's really none of my business) but most of the time I rarely read about it. At first (and sometimes) I feel I'm over thinking things or being fussy. 

It feels good to have your partner sensing and shares your concern, especially ensuring nothing is left out. I know, we as human beings can only plan, but Allah decides. This just means we have to plan well and hope for the best. He's just the kind who'd remind me if we haven't sort out baby (or my) stuff yet. 

Right now I've started washing and packing.. With my leave around the corner, I suppose I can afford to think more on laundry planning. There are other things I need to revise, though:

• Breast feeding - pumping kit, manual & bottles
• Reading up on breast feeding
• Recite Quran more
• Labor signs

I have about 2 days to go til I leave office for awhile, hence my mood is definitely better than that of earlier week :)