You know how sometimes you wake up fresher than days before, because you slept through the night, and you get to the office thinking "hmm I'm gonna settle this whole pile of work today"... and 2 hours later you want to chuck the laptop down the tower?
This is what I'm feeling today.
But instead of telling what happened, I'll just write on things I plan to do to get my mind off today. Because first off, I've already cursed like a drunken sailor (that those news came to my knowledge).. secondly, thinking about it gets me agitated and pissed off, and thirdly, it's a waste of time (talking about it). Life is just too short to focus on people who does not bring happiness to my life, and ultimately Allah knows what is going on in our minds and hearts.
I've already got a long list of to-buy this month (aha!) but I haven't had time to properly sit down and think of what-to-do. Just this morning I was thinking of stuff we'd both enjoy to celebrate our upcoming anniversary.. when I should've spent more time thinking on it. Haih.
Truth be told I'm feeling guilty at the thought of celebrating without taking the baby with us.. But couple time is very very important when kids are in the picture. Right now we're even planning for family vacations.. which is understandable because I'm breastfeeding her, and it doesn't make sense to leave her while we go off enjoying at such long period ( i consider a night away as long, don't know bout you). So yeah, our 3rd anniversary is coming up, and yes, that's a very solid reason to take a day off don't you think? Here's some activities I'm thinking:
- spa (how romantic.. but i'm not too keen on some female touching my husband)
- waterfall picnic (it's very symbolic to us)
- movie (what's currently playing? I've lost track..)
- a very nice lunch and dinner (this, i don't even need an anniversary to reason with)
- orchestra play (oouhh sounds nice, but it's mostly at night)
- science centre visit (he's a geek, i might have to bring a handphone charger to keep me occupied)
- outdoor extreme activities (Sunway's got a lot!)
Anniversary aside, I like having these kinda lists whenever i feel my tempers flaring. It makes me feel calmer I guess, and it keeps my brain cell working.. rather than just dash off to home and cuddle Raihanna, which is one of the top three stress relievers for me! This is the time I'll think "hmm I haven't had spa treatment in a while..." and within seconds I'm scouring through spa deal offers at Groupon or just read through blog reviews on any spa.
Trust me, even before I click "Pay", I'm already smiling. Such easy to settle, me. Ok, let's get back to work. Yes, to do all that above, and shop to my heart's content, I gotta sweat my brain cells a little...
