Was the question posed by my superior earlier this morning.
See, i came 1-hour-30-minutes earlier than i normally would for the past 1 year and few months, to the office.
One colleague, plus my superior, was surprised i was at my desk, with laptop switched on and all.. I had to hide my annoyance and muster a half smile:
"don't act all surprised.. i used to come much earlier than this"
Hence the question that followed.
I chose to let that one unanswered, but here i am, still agitated and not able to start on my work. Hoping very much i'll feel better once this post is published :)
The reason is pretty simple, but i really do not think my superior will understand.
I can't bare to see my baby cry when i leave for work. I'd rather see her still in her dreams. I'd choose to nurse her back to sleep, every single day, and mostly come in just in time, or be late 10 minutes.
What good would my day be like, if i'm haunted by hearing her cries the whole day. Even if later on that day she will have so much fun eating and playing.
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